something that needs to be addressed...

okay. so i know that one of my friends recently touched on this topic, but it eats away at me day by day, i need to let it out now:

never ever ever say something that you dont 100% mean and plan to back it up with your actions.

• dont ever say i love you and then constantly avoid/blow off the person you say it to.
• dont ever EVER say "forever" unless you completely and abosolutely mean until the end of time, because no one ever means it.
• never say "i will always be here for you" unless you actually plan on returning every text, message, call, or im that someone sends you when they are lonely and scared. if you blow them off, you are just hurting them more.
• again, NEVER say "i love you" to someone just because you can, say it because you it is appropriate. appropriate use of "i love you" does in fact imply that you will "be there" for that person "forever". no ifs, ands, or buts about it.

i only know maybe three people that will read this. one of you should deeply think about this. but more importantly, you should forward this to the person it is truly directed at. because ive let things like this eat away at me for too long, and now i just feel sick every time i think about when you've all lied by saying these words to me like they have no meaning.

every time that i have told you something, i have been completely honest. i choose my words in such a way that i plan to never have to go back on them. when i say i'll always be there for you, i mean it. i will return every text/call/message/im/email that comes my way, and you know it. when ive said i love you, i meant it outright with all the implied meanings as well. and i still mean it, and that is why i am so fed up. because when you truly TRULY mean something, its not something that goes away easily, if ever.

i created this blog to unleash what is on my heart and mind, hence the title "HEAVY HEARTS", so dont expect anything happy very often, thats not what this blog is meant for. i DO have happy thoughts (not so often anymore), however this is not the place for them.

"every word you never said echoes down your empty hallway. everything that was your world just came down..."