...and so it begins

i honestly cant believe it. weve come so far and everything has changed, and here comes summer, off to the same start as always.
i mean, its hard to believe that 9 months ago, the people that i now call family had no idea who i was other than the fact that i was some kid at the new school they were going to across the state, the country, even the world. and now everyone is on their way back. so i cant help to wonder...
is everything going to be different next year? will the same people be my family? or will i have to start over again, and again the next year, and the year after that...?
im so proud of what ive accomplished this past year and of who ive come to know and love. but i cant help but be scared of the three month absence that has just begun, marking the inevitable change on its way. i mean nothing can stay perfect, but is it too much to ask? for once just let everything that is good stay that way?
anyways, my summers of to an exciting start to sitting in my room with the lights off and the music on, just as every single day. so for those of you who read this: keep in touch, and even more importantly, dont forget about me. i am going to miss you guys so much and cant wait to see you again, whenever that may be...

*the lower and lower you get cut down, the stronger and stronger you prove yourself and the human soul to be"