while i was listening to 'window song' i started to think...

i just realized something. if i had written down every thought that i didnt vocalize. scratch that, every thought that deserved to be vovalized. again, scratch that, every thought that deserved to be vocalized to YOU, i would still have enough words to write a novel. i mean think about it, theres what two people who read this? maybe three or four on a good day. people that i actually speak to. if i said everything that i shouldve said but was embarresed or scared or just to dumb to realize how important it was... damn i couldve spoken for hours.
a few things that have just run through my mind that shouldve been said

• i love you
• i miss you
• im listening
• i respected your opinion above all else
• i just wanted to chill...
• is this how its always gunna be?
• why?
• when?
• what if?
• i like your shirt

there are so many scenarios where these things get ignored. i know if i had a chance to do it all over again, i wouldve said it. cause i meant it. i probably still do.

who hasnt ignored a thought and wished that they had said it, but the moment passed? who hasnt been embarresed to say something, so they try to forget it? but usually if im staying quiet, its cuz im scared to say what im thinkin, when in realality, its probably worth saying. o well, thats just my opinion i guess.

"... and i write all the words i never said to you."